DIARY #6

DAILY 1
Wednesday, December 27, 2017

"Sick"

          Really what I think? I think and I guess. It was not something wrong and impossible. You do the same wrong, you scratch the wound again, and the wound is still the same.

          I try to hold my anger and cries as much as possible, as quiet as possible to still appreciate you. Hoping there is still a sense of sincere honesty that you give to me, which I can forgive even though I can not do it I will certainly do even though heavy

But in fact you do not care about every action I do, every sacrifice I you ignore, any of my talk you think bacotan course and your good attitude you are so despair, who the people who feel pain here? Am I not right to get angry here?

DAILY 2
Thursday, December 28, 2017

"Let Down"

          Mas, I will not be this brutal if I do not feel disturbed and disturb people before. Mas I understand now, Mas is looking for your identity, looking for something new, but not in this way.

          Your old mas really left me for no reason and logical reason because of a problem made by his own Mas, I am affected, I am hurt here so it is not Masnya who felt the most true. You are weird, after you discard me, a few weeks later you come crying, hugging, moaning in front of me and feeling afraid of losing me. Then as a man who still has feelings of pity. Am I wrong to forgive people? Yet even if it is a bitch of any kind, God alone can forgive his people, let alone Mas, because I am His creation as well.

          Then your behavior comes back again, you start itching here and there with women, grateful if you can be a woman of good faith and good manners, but if it's just a bitch? Also what is Mas? What for? My decision has also been circled Mas, I have to go, and remember I go also not because of my will, here I give you the freedom to choose and maintain one woman only. Not one you love, one you save. this one you, one you and one other. understand!
     




DAILY 3
Friday, December 29, 2017

"Thank You For All"

          Well, because this request from Mas, I realized, what Mas want me to give the same as before is not it? I do not know what the heart of Mas made of what and how to process it.

          At least I am grateful to Mas, Mas has introduced new things to me, new environment, new atmosphere and new world to me as well as things that are impossible and never thought of by me, and only with my Mas get that valuable experience .

          Thank you for anything I ever sacrificed to protect me, to honor me, to sacrifice my time and energy and perhaps the material Mas gave to me. Top everything I thank ..

from cliffs eroded by rock cliffs