DIARY #5

DAILY 1
Wednesday, December 20, 2017

"Tired"

         Always preoccupied with meetings and duties and responsibilities around the environment, indeed what we take must have consequences and I also think and realize I have to accept it gracefully.

          But tired too, when it's trying to maximize but the sacrifices we do do not mean anything meetings but the work program is also not necessarily the way. what should be the current and how to be understood?

          Is there any way to restore this spirit of patience? Is there this sacrifice as expected? Why is not there anyone who understands and is there beside me when I'm down like this? Why are they missing?

DAILY 2
Thursday, December 21, 2017

"Disappointed"

          Why the happiness we have, the happiness that we live always leads to something tiring, you know I'm tired of your attitude, you're too demanding me about everything

          And I? I always try to give you whatever you ask and I have .. Is it not enough? Is it all there is nothing? Am I worthless in your eyes? I'm tired when you demand this much against me, but you also don't want to change yourself, at least worthy of being called an educated human being.

          Don't ask me to change if you just can not change your attitude for the better, here is not your only right that can be sued, I also have the right to ask better than you, please do not say I do not deserve with you, I who ask who is inappropriate with whom here. Position yourself to be yourself, you will feel the pain
         




DAILY 3
Friday, December 22, 2017

"Sick But Not Bloody"

          Instead of nagging or most of the whims, you're just supposed to be, here this place is not just me who should give in, please, see and remember the sacrifice I gave you, do you forget about it all?

          Forget? remember falling awake we make you live worthy, make your life fulfilled, but why now when everything you change and go away? Turning into someone I do not recognize? Does my life have to be this tragic? Is my role to be the oppressed? Can happiness not be with me? Should I continue to feel pain not bloody? And feel tightness when I'm not sick of asthma?

          Please go if your return is only to scratch the wound, just to open my wound that is back and because it is caused by you too, go away and do not come back, be happy .. Be happy with people who can make you happier.