DIARY #6

DAILY 1
Wednesday, December 27, 2017

"Sick"

          Really what I think? I think and I guess. It was not something wrong and impossible. You do the same wrong, you scratch the wound again, and the wound is still the same.

          I try to hold my anger and cries as much as possible, as quiet as possible to still appreciate you. Hoping there is still a sense of sincere honesty that you give to me, which I can forgive even though I can not do it I will certainly do even though heavy

But in fact you do not care about every action I do, every sacrifice I you ignore, any of my talk you think bacotan course and your good attitude you are so despair, who the people who feel pain here? Am I not right to get angry here?

DAILY 2
Thursday, December 28, 2017

"Let Down"

          Mas, I will not be this brutal if I do not feel disturbed and disturb people before. Mas I understand now, Mas is looking for your identity, looking for something new, but not in this way.

          Your old mas really left me for no reason and logical reason because of a problem made by his own Mas, I am affected, I am hurt here so it is not Masnya who felt the most true. You are weird, after you discard me, a few weeks later you come crying, hugging, moaning in front of me and feeling afraid of losing me. Then as a man who still has feelings of pity. Am I wrong to forgive people? Yet even if it is a bitch of any kind, God alone can forgive his people, let alone Mas, because I am His creation as well.

          Then your behavior comes back again, you start itching here and there with women, grateful if you can be a woman of good faith and good manners, but if it's just a bitch? Also what is Mas? What for? My decision has also been circled Mas, I have to go, and remember I go also not because of my will, here I give you the freedom to choose and maintain one woman only. Not one you love, one you save. this one you, one you and one other. understand!
     




DAILY 3
Friday, December 29, 2017

"Thank You For All"

          Well, because this request from Mas, I realized, what Mas want me to give the same as before is not it? I do not know what the heart of Mas made of what and how to process it.

          At least I am grateful to Mas, Mas has introduced new things to me, new environment, new atmosphere and new world to me as well as things that are impossible and never thought of by me, and only with my Mas get that valuable experience .

          Thank you for anything I ever sacrificed to protect me, to honor me, to sacrifice my time and energy and perhaps the material Mas gave to me. Top everything I thank ..

from cliffs eroded by rock cliffs

Halo Mas nya.. sehat??

Benar kan apa yang saya rasa? saya pikirkan dan saya duga. Ternyata bukan sesuatu yang salah dan mustahil. Kamu melakukan kesalah yang sama, kamu menggoreskan luka lagi, dan tempat lukanya masih sama.

Saya berusaha menahan amarah dan tangisan saya sebisa mungkin, sediam mungkin untuk masih menghargai kamu. Berharap masih ada sisa rasa kejujuran yang tulus yang kamu berikan untuk saya, yang bisa saya maafkan meski tidak bisa melakukannya pasti akan saya lakukan walau berat sekalipun

Tapi nyatanya kamu tidak perduli dengan setiap perbuatan saya, setiap pengorbanan saya kamu hiraukan, setiap omongan saya kamu anggap bacotan saja dan sikap baik saya kamu sepelekan dengan begitu indahnya, siapa orang yang merasa tidak sakit disini? Apakah saya tidak berhak marah disini?

Mas, saya tidak akan menjadi sebrutal ini kalau saya tidak merasa diganggu dan menganggu orang sebelumnya. Mas saya paham disaat sekarang, Mas sedang mencari jati diri anda, mencari sesuatu hal yang baru, tetapi bukan dengan cara yang seperti ini.

Mas kamu yang dulu banget meninggalkan saya tanpa sebab dan alasan yang logis karena sesuatu masalah yang dibuat oleh Masnya sendiri, saya yang terkena imbasnya, saya yang tersakiti disini jadi bukan Masnya saja yang merasa paling benar. Mas kamu aneh, setelah kamu buang saya, beberapa minggu kemudian kamu datang menangis, memeluk, merintih dihadapan saya dan merasa takut kehilangan saya. Lalu sebagai manusia yang masih punya perasaan rasa kasihan. Apakah saya salah untuk memaafkan orang? Toh walaupun sebrengsek apapun orang tersebut Tuhan saja bisa memaafkan umatnya, apalagi saya Mas, karena saya ciptaanNya juga.

Lalu kelakuanmu kembali lagi, kamu mulai gatal sana sini dengan wanita-wanita, bersyukur kalau kamu dapat wanita baik iman dan budi pekertinya, tapi kalau cuma sebatas wanita jalang ? Juga buat apa Mas? untuk apa?

Keputusan saya juga sudah bulat Mas, saya harus pergi, dan ingat saya pergi juga bukan karena kemauan saya, disini saya memberimu kebebasan untuk memilih dan mempertahankan satu wanita saja. Bukan satu kamu sayang, satu kamu simpan. satu kamu ini, satu kamu itu dan satu satu yang lainnya. paham!

Baiklah, karena ini permintaan dari Mas, saya realisasikan, apa yang Mas inginkan saya berikan sama seperti sebelum-sebelumnya bukan? saya tidak tahu sih hati Mas terbuat dari apa dan bagaimana mengolahnya.

Setidaknya saya berterimakasih kepada Mas, Mas telah mengenalkan hal-hal yang baru kepada saya, tempat lingkungan baru, suasana baru dan dunia baru kepada saya serta hal yang tidak mungkin dan tidak pernah terpikirkan oleh saya, dan hanya bersama dengan Mas saya mendapatkan pengalaman berharga tersebut.

Terimakasih atas apapun yang pernah Mas korbankan untuk melindungi saya, menghargai saya, mengkorbankan waktu dan tenaga Mas serta mungkin materi yang Mas berikan kepada saya. Atas semuanya saya berterimakasih..

dari batu karang yang terkikis oleh hentaman batu karang

DIARY #5

DAILY 1
Wednesday, December 20, 2017

"Tired"

         Always preoccupied with meetings and duties and responsibilities around the environment, indeed what we take must have consequences and I also think and realize I have to accept it gracefully.

          But tired too, when it's trying to maximize but the sacrifices we do do not mean anything meetings but the work program is also not necessarily the way. what should be the current and how to be understood?

          Is there any way to restore this spirit of patience? Is there this sacrifice as expected? Why is not there anyone who understands and is there beside me when I'm down like this? Why are they missing?

DAILY 2
Thursday, December 21, 2017

"Disappointed"

          Why the happiness we have, the happiness that we live always leads to something tiring, you know I'm tired of your attitude, you're too demanding me about everything

          And I? I always try to give you whatever you ask and I have .. Is it not enough? Is it all there is nothing? Am I worthless in your eyes? I'm tired when you demand this much against me, but you also don't want to change yourself, at least worthy of being called an educated human being.

          Don't ask me to change if you just can not change your attitude for the better, here is not your only right that can be sued, I also have the right to ask better than you, please do not say I do not deserve with you, I who ask who is inappropriate with whom here. Position yourself to be yourself, you will feel the pain
         




DAILY 3
Friday, December 22, 2017

"Sick But Not Bloody"

          Instead of nagging or most of the whims, you're just supposed to be, here this place is not just me who should give in, please, see and remember the sacrifice I gave you, do you forget about it all?

          Forget? remember falling awake we make you live worthy, make your life fulfilled, but why now when everything you change and go away? Turning into someone I do not recognize? Does my life have to be this tragic? Is my role to be the oppressed? Can happiness not be with me? Should I continue to feel pain not bloody? And feel tightness when I'm not sick of asthma?

          Please go if your return is only to scratch the wound, just to open my wound that is back and because it is caused by you too, go away and do not come back, be happy .. Be happy with people who can make you happier.

Uncle Christmas – The Christmas Hideaway

This time I will interpret the task of Miss Katrina, here basicnya already been caught that discussed fairy tyle story is very interesting and worth to be discussed because this story is very interesting then I will choose this story as my duty.

this story tells a person who likes to ride a high-speed motor. But he is very lazy, for example there is a pillow near him he fell asleep without caring about the surrounding. In fact he can sleep for a month ahead how malsnya he is. He is called uncle Christmas.

But one night Uncle Christmas could not sleep because he was thinking of an argument between himself and Uncle Santa ... His sister is Santa Claus. He stayed up all night and decided to get around Beverly Hills on his bike. Uncleanly Uncle Christmas smoothly through a road that turns out to be the space of his elderly brother, Uncle Santa. With his strength he penetrates and enters.

At the same time, Uncle Santa's office is also noisy because from year to year the number of more and more gifts to be sent then the deer workers more difficult to send the gift. While Uncle Santa was puzzled over it. Suddenly there was Uncle Christmas and made everyone in the room startled. Then all the workers try to kill whatever is there and pretend nothing happened.

Uncle Christmas came to provide help as well as show off his skills and prove that he is better than Uncle Santa. But Uncle Santa hesitates to accept the help because he knows that his sister will make a huge mess if he allows it. But if not accepted he admitted defeated about how the work done so far and true sister that today is sophisticated.

And after that Uncle Santa will not want to approve the challenge and together with Father Christmas to prepare equipment for a match with Uncle Santa they will try hard to beat Uncle Christmas. And the story gets here. Briliant

Go to PASTY

DIARY #4

DAILY 1
Saturday, December 09, 2017

"Crowded"

          I went to the richeese factory yesterday, the first time I went and it was very shocking because it was so crowded with the queue. Because it coincides with the night of the week. So the queue up there is very crowded once in the afternoon ....

          When ordering and getting to the cashier I was confused with the menu menu that was there it was very much and from all that still anyway I just wanted richeese fire wings level and pink lava drink there. When ordering it I ordered fire wings and jumbo pink level about every thirty-eight thousand people out there

          After that not only finished there. It turned out that I had to queue longer, exactly one hour to get our order. And also we had to scramble to sit with other visitors so we could sit down. After a long wait we finally got to eat. From the initial form of very little portion and little rice for the price of so much and pink lava was just no water content. Then about the taste is quite spicy and lava flavor tolerably can divert spicy. For all I am quite enthusiastic about it.

DAILY 2
Sunday, December 10, 2017

"Enthusiastic"

          Today I went to PASTY (Animal Market and Ornamental Plants). I went there because I wanted to see my mama's order. Because my mama wanted me to survey the price of the plant in Pasty. My mama wants to buy Red Sumatra plant so from that I go there.

          After Pasty's plant, I crossed across to see the animal in Pasty. I am very happy because today coincides with the day of the week and certainly a lot of animals and birds are there. Market Pasty is always open. Only every single day the animals are there threefold.
 
          After from Pasty my stomach was hungry. Because I was already in the area of ​​Bantul and near to the Terminal of Giwangan just past three more red lights. Then I decided to eat at Mie Tumini. Yeah right, the legendary chicken noodles. There is very crowded once visitors are arriving. Until our order was slow because of it. But from all I am quite satisfied for today.





DAILY 3
Monday, December 11, 2017

"Tired"

          For some reason today is very tired, I am lazy to start this morning. Although I am also very grateful for being built this time I can still breathe and open my eyes, even more I am still given the power to move my whole body. But I am very lazy to run the activities today.

          Because there may be a class effect this morning. I came in at seven in the morning on a very comfortable morning to pull the blanket and sleep again today. For now the mattress is the most comfortable and best place in the whole world.

          And unfortunately I have to quickly realize and quickly get ready to start the day go to class Informatics Logic today. With the rest of the struggles and hopes that are still there and if ignored will be thinned I have to get up quickly and start a real activity. Good morning, have a good activity

Go to Richeese Factory

I went to the richeese factory yesterday, the first time I went and it was very shocking because it was so crowded with the queue. Because it coincides with the night of the week. So the queue up there is very crowded once in the afternoon ....

DIARY #3

DAILY 1
Tuesday, December 05, 2017

"Dilemma"

          A very exhausting day for today, I once again had a great fight with my friend for something trivial. Which is actually something very simple but so complicated and runny about it. And make us emotional to each other
          Finally when I came home from my friend's house I had decided to stay away from him, would not be friends and want to know himself. Because maybe if continue to be imposed will greatly make me depressed. Because my friend always ignited a fire of contention between us. I will not want to know about my friend and vice versa.
          After finishing college in the afternoon with the subjects of Organization and Computer Architecture I rushed home to boarding house, because the time will be late at night. You see, I was also asked to create a loan invitation letter for my class event (maybe that will tell me in the next diary).
          After a while I got to the boarding house, I heard my boarding door at the tap from the outside and it was really my friend, it was so strange that just this morning I had a big fight. I was curious and opened the door of my boarding house (at that time I key). He immediately approached me and hugged me tightly and apologized to me.





DAILY 2
Wednesday, December 07, 2017

"Return"

          Well, today I intend to be home soon at ten o'clock. But unfortunately there is an additional class for today. And I was very upset about it because it made me a little time to be in my village later.
          Very unfortunate once the class of Informatics Logic, the extra class was finished very long and it made me not eager to go home, by noon the class was over and I rushed to go home and prepare to go to the terminal. But unfortunately my friend asked to accompany me to buy a refrigerator. And with a heavy heart I accompanied my friend to go buy a refrigerator.
          And finally the afternoon I was able to return home. And the journey is very boring on the bus. Then I finally got to the village safely in the middle of the night. I told her many things with my family and met my new kittens. I really miss them all.





DAILY 3
Thursday, December 08, 2017

"Photo Seasson"

          On the next day, which I had not slept four hours, I was awakened by my mother and then I was invited to go to the market by my mother. I am very sleepy but on the other hand I am very enthusiastic because I miss the cuisine and snacks market in my area. I hurriedly woke my face and went to the market.

          After buying the market snacks and preparing the stock for the board later, I go home after that I prepare food for my cats who are starving. I am very happy to see my cats active running around here with agile, without any illness.

          And unfortunately, my happiness is very short, in the afternoon I have to go back to Jogja because I only take one day off. Yes, though I'm tired to be strong and I'm very grateful for the time given by God though I still appreciate the moment.

          After a long trip, I finally arrived in Jogja in the afternoon. I went back to the boarding house and did not get here enough, I had to hurry to change clothes and go to the photo studio. Yes because the night at seven o'clock later I will hold a photo for the Student Association that I follow.

About Campus

          Well, I really do not know where to start from where this story, then how the storyline is good and true. Here I was given the task by Mr. Sahide to explain the impression and the message and grief about what about the lecture at the University of Technology Yogyakarta.
          Hmm, I was studying at the University of Technology Yogyakarta or more familiarly known UTY is actually not my main goal. Yes because before I failed to enter the path SNMPTN and SBMPTN somehow maybe my fortune is here, in UTY and in Yogyakarta commonly known as a city student, gudeg city, burjo city and another  city of laundry.
          Then how is the atmosphere here? The first time I entered here, it must be very stressful, it is the original close to the family, now must try to stay alone and live independently no less must also  be ready to meet new people and adapt to the new environment and start from scratch again.
          Getting started with new things is sometimes not so difficult but we can not always rely on the ease and then consider it as a matter of light, how to overcome it, how to adapt the process that must be emphasized here.
          Entry the first day is not a burden because it was so enthusiastic to receive lessons and curious about the form of learning the college is like, then go into several days, weeks and continue several months, then has changed semesters.
          Interestingly when entering this second semester I was reunited with some of the same lecturers who taught me in the first semester yesterday, one of which is the father of Sahide. I am very respectful and loves to the system taught by him. I love his integrity in teaching and giving examples of problems appropriately.
          Not forgetting also the task that always given him to his students about the task of writing, summarizing, revising the magazine and others that make students sometimes lazy and annoyed example like me.
          But over time I also realized that he did something like this by having students look for tasks,  summarize, review and the same thing so as to cultivate the interest of young people to read and write and creative in developing ideas that poured into the form of a writing.
          That way we become better know as far as our skillful writing skill that we have and how much we are against this interest.
          So in short there are still many that I want to tell but because of the limited time I have because I still want to think and do other tasks I think my name here until my impression of the surrounding lectures and campus environment of Yogyakarta University of Technology

Who's Lonely

Not a predetermined set of destiny
The slicing is suddenly present
The one unfettered by the coachman
That became like an outcast

          Is dust and air can not be one
          Then why the waves and the sea together
          Is it time to exclaim
          Give up the frozen heart

Why be disgraceful
If fate makes a wound
Is an imprint like a lie
Or even leads to misery

          Do not be a blood-thirsty deer
          The old one will be pus
          Can not imagine anger
          Will not be blown by direction


Tak terdetik suatu himpunan takdir
Yang menyayat tiba-tiba hadir
Yang tak terbelenggu oleh kusir
Yang menjadi seperti terusir

Apakah debu dan udara tak bisa satu
Lalu mengapa ombak dan laut menyatu
Apakah sudah saatnya berseru
Merelakan hati yang makin beku

Mengapa menjadi gerangan tercela
Jika takdir yang membuat luka
Apakah berbekas seperti dusta
Atau malah berujung nestapa

Jangan jadi rusa yang haus darah
Yang saat tua akan jadi nanah
Tak bisa terbayang amarah
Takkan terluap oleh arah

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